Oh H4L, it's sounding rough over there. You're reminding me of how I spent most of last fall with H. Just doing my own thing while H tapped away on his computer. Walking on eggshells. His anger. And your child soaking it all in. I never cracked that nut, and my fear is that if we ever do start piecing, we'll be right back there again.
I hope your MC can help you with this. The tension and conflict are draining you...this needs to be addressed. Hugs to you.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.