I would say I am doing good, I wish I could say the same for my kids. If you are familiar with my sitch, you know my D13 hates my W and my S9 is losing hope and starting to figure out that Mom is messed up.

Right now I am in a panera bread while my D13 is in her $100 an hour therapy session. I am getting along w/ my W but it is hard for it to go much further with the sitch with my D13. W is still pressing forward with Separation Aggreement (divorce in a nutshell). Lately I see more of my old W but then I think she feels us getting to close and runs back in the hole. My course remains the same but can't say it is what everyone here would call DBing, but my W is openning up a little here and there.

Zero expectations, and focus on the kids thats what I am doing.

Originally Posted By: nikblondiew
I dream of the one day where I have peace in my life and happiness/companionship/family.


Know you will, it is not just a dream. Know it.


Formerly "missherlove"

Me49 XW49
M17 T19
S16 D20

Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.

~Jim Morrison