She started talking about how the ego's insecurity is seeking something to cling onto, but the nature of reality is ever-changing, open, fluid. How the insecurity feels like dying. I sat down in the field overlooking the mountains, the ocean, the blossoming cherry trees...and I sobbed. Raw grief.
I had one of those the other night. And afterwards, I felt calm, strong and great. I hope you had a similar cathartic release that brought you peace and hope.
(((flowmom)))
M & H: 40 M: 5.5 T: 7.5 OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09 Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10
