Ok you guys...I need you! I got divorce papers from a lawyer today. I am truly devastated. I cannot believe he would just have them sent to me. He is a coward. He has not talked to me at all about what he was thinking. He has not talked to the kids...nothing. I had talked with him this morning about when he was going to come see the kids...he could have mentioned it then but nooo. So, now I have to try and hold it together around the kids and by God, HE is the one that is going to talk to them and tell them.

I tried calling the L I talked to in Dec. and she was out of the office so will try in the morning...this made up my mind to try and call OW's church but was after hours. Found the Pastor's email address on the net and sent him an email telling of our situation. I used my name and hers...I figured what the heck. If it pissed him off so be it!

I know, deep breath.

M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing