Thursday... Its my journal.. Well, my s10 had an appointment with the orthodonist this am.. As I always take him I asked my W if she could this time.. She said Yes. She indicated that she would just go in a bit later to work and stay a bit later to make up the time. Well, she didnt get in untill 11:30 this morning to work. Much later than expected.. She trying to call me and send me messages to tell that there was traffic, and no parking etc, but I didnt respond. Her last message to me on the blackberry was " well you must be busy and thats why you cannot respond to the messages" Bye.
Once she was finally into work I sent her a message back sayin that I was in a meeting and my boss doesnt allow us to respond to email text or phone calls. I didnt sound like she was fine with it but I was unsure untill she said "I tried to message you and I thought thats what blackberry's are for especially in business".. I knew from that comment she wasnt happy..
Anyway, I just talked to her and she indicated that she didnt know what time she is coming home.. I asked her if she was ok.. ( not) probably not very wise from my stand point to ask. Her response was no, and that she isnt in a very good place right now. To boot, her workplace is very busy, she is training another girl and waiting to be moved to another department. My emotions tell me to be caring etc.. But the 180's tell me not to.. I am soo confused. When she comes home later tonight what should I say, how should I react to her. I know she is hurting.... as am I. She is up and down like a roller coaster. Oh god, help us please!!!
M 43 W 43 S15 S 12 D 10 ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009) Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010. Sep as of 07/14/2010 W moving out 07/31/2010 No OM confirmed ( yet)
