Thank you very much missherlove. I agree with everything you said and suggested. I'm sure the letter will be an on-going thing and surely won't be written in one night. I'd imagine it will be quite lengthy. I'm going to try and work through each emotion as it comes. It's so very difficult as all of us here know. I dream of the one day where I have peace in my life and happiness/companionship/family. In the meantime, I have my son and that is all I need. THank you so very much!
