That's what bugs me about legal system. You think you have a right to stay in the house, but here I am locked out and cannot do anything legal about it. L said I should not have any problems getting my things, but here I am having them. I am afraid no one is telling me I will lose my stuff in the house, but if I drag it that's what's going to happen.

I think it's hard to forgive, because the action has not stopped yet. If someone runs up to you on a street and starts beating you would you try to protect yourself or would you try to forgive?