thank you, talia. i know i am trying to mind read or interpret his emails and that i need to stop. but at the same time, if i'm not supposed to believe things he is saying, should i also not believe it when he says he loves me or he misses me? and what if he is TELLING me how he feels, do i not believe that, either?

i know there is no magic formula for any of this, but if he says he loves me and i move forward thinking, ok, he loves me, but i'm still going to keep doing what i've been doing - am i operating under false pretenses because i shouldn't believe that he loves me?

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless