We had a little going away party for one of the attorneys. Nice glass of wine, vegies, fruit, cheese.
Now I need a nap...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
It was...I cannot remember the last time I had wine on a work day...at work!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Thanks, but I am not holding my breath. Knowing my luck, it will be another excuse. Too busy at work. Didn't get the papers in time.
It's not that I really want this divorce, but I also don't want to live like this anymore. If that is what it has to be, then I would just rather get it over with so I can put it behind me.
This is affecting me in a way that I cannot explain. I have been having nightmares about my stepmother, who was very abusive, and who I have not spoken to in many years. She is my father's ex-wife, the woman who raised me after my mother died. I am not sure why all of a sudden I am dreaming of her, or if it means that I am just stressed out. But I hate it. I would rather dream of the SG, and I hate that too.
I wish there really was a way to clean the slate, and just start over, but the fact is there really isn't. No matter what, this will affect the rest of my life.
Sigh...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Sooooo as I mentioned before, I have been having nightmares about my ex-stepmother. She adopted me and my brother after she and my father got married. K and I were really little, 3 andf 5, when SuperDad remarried.
Anyhoo...yesterday I needed to order a copy of my birth certificate so I can get my driver's license switched to NYS. I put my mother's name down on the order, and NY Vital Statistics calls me today to tell me that the psycho bitch's name is on my birth certificate. Since legally we were adopted to her, that makes sense, but it scares me that I was dreaming of this bitch and then this happens. Can you say Medium...Allison DuBois? Crazy shiznit folks...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
The good news is that there is a way that I can get this woman's name off my birth certificate. Of course, this means petitioning NYS Supreme Court. Fun...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Feels good to take care of myself.