Don't give me too much credit - I am really struggling to make it thru each day. The LS papers and moving out really hit me emotionally harder than I thought - and I am truly missing my partner in life more than I thought - its really hard to stay focused. My 180 is going ok - I don't text, call, or email - I try to maintain the positive outcome in front of W and others, although I found myself really angry with W after this weekend - so angry comments did slip out of me at her before she left for Florida - in the past I would've regretted hurting her with words - but now don't feel that - I guess I am changing inside too and maybe that was good to vent at her. In either case, it happened, can't change it, so just keep moving on to the next day. Talk later - hoping to have a better day today.....
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010
