Trying to move on

[awest1217]

It is definitely going to be hard, but if you really don't want this D to go through then you really do need to put on a show. You need to show W what she is missing. Not that you have to be overly nice to her, but you need to be cordial. You need to show W the new you, the you that has made changes, the you she is going to miss out on by pushing the D. You need to for those few times show her a confident and happy person to make her wonder. So far you have let your anger, which you have a right to, dictate how you act with W. You need to take control of those emotions and put on a show for the few times you do see her so she can see the you that you have become and not the man that got kicked out 10 months ago.

Hope you feel better! Take some vitamin C and maybe get some zicam to stop any cold from getting too bad. Have fun this weekend and don't let what is going on dampen the fun you are going to have.