You seem to be going beyond any challenges that I made! You have amazed me, Tom. I know very few people who could have managed what you have. When some of the load has lifted, you would be good to help some newcomers and talk to them about how to face more than they think they are capable of doing.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
