WAW has WA History... im scared!

[hitter]

Hi Awoken ( nice name, think i feel that way too right now, i see everything in a much clearer way, and is ready to progress... but hard to do alone)

thanks for the answers, i will rember the eating at exercising!!

I just got DR book, and read it... and will try to not to do what hasn´t been working...
I keep reading the treadhs here, because the make sense, but the hardets thing right now is the thing about the little gardenhouse.
the dessision is tonight, and after that shes gone... yes we are not married an thats why im worried, that when we have talked tonight i don´t see her again.
I also had telephone counsling, and that was good- but hard at the same time to see my mistakes... my stobborness, and that i now see it, and wants her to know that i see it and see how everything can change..

But can´t tell her ofcourse. thats what she expects me to do.. to fix and find solutions... so i won´t ... but is eating me up inside to know, to see and to want.... and have to waite and wait and hope....

thanks again!