I'm disgusted with her, but even more disgusted with myself for not being totally repulsed by her. I want so bad to be indifferent towards her, to not still want to touch her and hold her and ML to her. I want to be able to look at her and feel NOTHING...no attraction, no sadness, no affection, no anger...no love. Instead, once glance in her eyes and I'm lost like I was 15 years ago when I met her.
I feel for you. I have no advice that everyone else hasn't given you ... Time.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
