It's really silly. I feel like I'm in high school again.
That "high school" feeling is the feeling of losing control, and I can understand why that would be really scary for you right now. But normal!
The wonder and excitement that you felt as you enjoyed your NY friend came from you, not from your friend.
"someone held up a mirror and showed you your heart" -- Byron Katie
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
