feel like giving up - talk to me!

[S.T. _I Made It!]

I don't think I'm capable of doing ALL the work without resentment. I WANT to...but I don't know if I can.

that's why you need to start taking away the negativity by GALing and focusing on yourself and focusing on only positive things.

and I know your a christian, and you need to focus on HIM. Look at your H with God's eyes, not your own.

if you WANT to do this, then make a choice to step out and do it. just wanting to do it will get you nowhere, and you know that.

and hey, do you remember me saying I cheated on my H?? I never loved my H the way he needed it either, and instead of building him up, I pushed him down. so me, a darn good person? no, but I have a merciful God who has taught me a lot thru hardship and struggles.

NOW, yes, you've been knocked down, but do you have understanding of how your H has felt knocked down? It is looking at our spouse with God's eyes, merciful and with compassion and understanding that we can let go of our bitterness.