feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I am humbled by your response ST -

I know you did this all by yourself because you are darn good person. I don't think I'm capable of doing ALL the work without resentment. I WANT to...but I don't know if I can.

You are right I've been negative because I've been knocked down for 3 months and it's pissin me off royally.

Thank you for your time and effort. I am grateful!