Thought I'd post this poem here rather than sending to the ex. She wouldnt care anyway...just more ammo for her. I wouldnt mind posting it on my Facebook page...though since my ex isnt one of my friends and none of the rest of them know my ex aside from her sister, I dont think it would do anything positive. (Unless her sister read it and doesnt know about the OM yet. Then it might mean something to someone besides me.)
I知 in pain.
I知 in pain for you leaving me. I知 in pain for you breaking up our family. I知 in pain for you not telling me something was wrong until it was too late. I知 in pain for you not believing people can change immediately and the changes can be lifelong. I知 in pain for you not sincerely giving me a chance to prove myself. I知 in pain for you having a child with me when in the end you wouldn稚 commit to our family. I知 in pain for you believing what others tell you about a child not suffering when parents split up. I知 in pain for you getting me to ever trust you. I知 in pain for you not trusting me. I知 in pain for you using me. I知 in pain for you cheating on me with a man that痴 15 years older. I知 in pain for you talking to him when you should have been talking to me. I知 in pain for you turning to him because he has money and could give you nice things I couldn稚 right now. I知 in pain for you for you forcing our daughter to be around him. I知 in pain for you scheduling family events and having him sit in where I should be sitting. I知 in pain for you being my world and then pulling my world out from under me. I知 in pain for you thinking I should be ok with everything...and that none of this should be affecting me. I知 in pain for you provoking me and then using my reactions against me. I知 in pain for you emotionally abusing me with the silent treatment. I知 in pain for you trapping me here when I could have been a success elsewhere. I知 in pain for you taking away 7.5 years of my life that I'll never get back. I知 in pain for you not having any remorse or shedding one single tear over what you have done. I知 in pain for you ever saying you loved me...when in the end the words were as meaningless as our life together. I知 in pain.
