WAW has WA History... im scared!

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and ofcourse i see my mistakes. I put her under pressure, didn�t leave her alone when she asked me to, lost our humor ( and she as a great one) unintentionally!! and out of pure love.. i wanted to fix things, make her feel better, let her know i loved her... and sometimes i did it right, and somtimes i nagged her. told her what to do and what she was supposed to do...

it seems that she never has been able to forgive that i,
early in our relationship said that i wantet to see about children, because at that time i just wantet to be the 2 of us. Afterwards i maybe didn't tell her, clear enough, that i ofcourse wantet children with her, and it broke her heart i
think.
i sometimes forgot to tell her what i was thinking. and hoping. i told her so much other stuff... but not the 2 things she wantet to hear.. and when i told her, i didn磘 follow it up in my actions and our relation got worse and worse.
> Well we love each other and really want to be with together, but she had enough of arguine and discussing and the good times we have had is in her mind so far away that she can only see all the bad things.

> She is very black/white in her thinking, so now she decided to leave me
Monday, packed thuseday and left with all her stuff Saturday

i ofcourse want her back, cause i can see where our egos have butted heads
and think we are a good couple. We just got of track and couldent find the way back.
> She has磏t spoken to me so i wrote her a letter where i told her i was sorry and that i could see her point of view. Ditn磘 hear a thing form her..called her Monday night late and we talked for an hour, she told me it�s to late, she wants to be on her own, find her self again, thinks we have hurt each other too much to fix and wants to be left alone. I just agreed and
told her i was sorry for my actions and the things i have forgotten to share with her, at the right time. Hoping she would come around, didn�t� feel pressure and change her mind.


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So i need good adwise right here and right now. i want to moe on, but the biggst part in me wants her to come back, or say she will work on it, or give me some hope for our common future... so what to do ???