feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I do admit I sound like I'm complaining but it is really bad here. I happen to think you guys are giving my H too much credit. He is very selfish and does not think about me for a minute. He wanted to go to the bar to have some drinks instead of going home..it's not that he wanted to spend quality time. Remember the day before was valentines and didn't acknowledge me and left the entire day (most likely to be w/ ow) which is so offensive.

I talk to my friends everyday and they all tell me they can't believe how patient I've been and that my H is walking all over me. I have taken the advice here and I've gotten frustrated I know. I guess I'm not good at letting someone treat me like crap.

I personally don't believe there is hope in this. How my H acts towards me is my proof. I'm going to tie up some responsibilities and focus on my way out. I just can't take this anymore. He doesn't call anymore and has no accountability - no matter what is going on that is unacceptable. Taking off his wedding ring and all the other crap he's pulled...I'm disgusted.

Please don't think any of your words were wasted! I have appreciated all of you like you don't know. I know in my heart I tried to be here and to listen and he doesn't want any part in it because he's too busy in an affair. I can't fix this all by myself there has to be TWO people working in a marriage.

Emotionally drained Luv...