Anxiety is the worst.

I make use of anti-a meds that the doc prescribed. I will be working more on "mindfulness sitting" (basically meditation) and hopefully that will help, too.

Keep breathing, is what they all advise.

I can't even imagine how all of you with kids manage to keep it together. Totally amazing.


Me: 44
Him: 42
Together: 23 years; never married
Bomb: August 1, 2009
Affair since May 2009
Walk away; no conversation; no process