I think I'd rather be dead than this- WAW

[Gnosis]

Unfortunately, I have not read any sitch's where the LBS moves out (like a dumba$$) like I did.

Hey! Nice to meet ya fellow dumba$$! FYI... there are many sitches here where the LBH has been fooled into moving out. Don't feel alone. The ones that moved back in were the ones who came out better in the long run. So... do this for yourself.

I'm beginning to feel like I just need to face reality and accept that we are headed for divorce - especially before I move back in. All of her actions and what she says point to it, and I need to accept that so I can release my fear of moving back in.

So accept it. It's the first step towards detaching and regaining some control of the sitch.