I like the beating I'm taking. I'm good at taking beatings... I did 9 years of surgical training. this makes me a first class masochist. I think deep down perhaps we get taught to like taking a beating because we think its sposed to make us better
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She might have taken your boys with her...but she went with your blessing. And now your saying that she just took them...and that isn't accurate based upon your earlier posts.
Ok, well, yes. You are right. I did let her go. but she basically said, "this is the only chance you've got". I believe now that it was a bluff... but I was focused on her and not them, and I let them go. I'm not sure now what would have happened if I had said no... interesting to think about. So to be true, you are right, I let her go with my blessing.
but she said we would work it out, do weekends together, all of these things that she did not end up doing. the next three weekends I was on call she did not come down... so in some ways if I had known how it was going to really be I'm not sure I would have been so acquiescent... don't know. doesn't really matter now.
