OP, No wood coming your way, sounds like things are moving in the right direction for you and you have the patience to do what it takes to make your M whole again, and better than it was before. I don't know if you realize this but you offer such great support to so many on the boards, may you reap what you sow.
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.