i am doing my best to keep doing what i'm doing. i know i've been getting positive results and my H's first session with his new IC is today...but i'm just sad today. i cried last night because i just miss him so much. he said on sunday that he wanted to see me again this week, but i told him i had plans until thursday. we haven't decided to do anything yet and i haven't heard from him at all today. funny how your mind plays games with you, because now i'm thinking, he hasn't emailed today, maybe he changed his mind about wanting to see you. probably not true, but still...an over-active imagination can do you in sometimes. wink

got a call back from my mom's lawyer friend...not sure i want to return her message.


Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless