I saw the C today. No progress or anything like that. I just explained my sitch. We talked about why my W is doing this. Next week we get into my problems. I don't know about C. It doesn't feel like I'm going to get anywhere. I know it's just the first session, but I did all the talking with no real outcome.
W went out last night w/ coworkers. She got had few to many to come and pick up S from our house. I had already agreed to drop him off if that happened so no biggie. Gave me a chance to at least see her. At least when S is with her she will not be a possibility of OM being there. I don't think she is "seeing" him full on yet. YET.
I hung out for a few minutes. Didn't ask her how her night went or anything. Put a smile on my face, said goodnight to the kid. She said thanks for dropping him off. I said your welcome. Left without saying goodbye to W. Just shut the door behind my self.
Cried all the way home. I had a set back, texted her later that night to give S a big kiss and hug for me and tell him goodnight again. And that I missed them both. She said she would. Only got about 4 hours of sleep. It's getting harder not easier.
