Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

And I forgot something...so I was in the den and he was in the front room making his dr. appt. He was trying to be quiet and I heard him say "I found a lump in my testicle" So I pretended like I didn't hear him.

When he mentioned he made his appt I said "oh for your cold?" and he said "yes and I made one for a physical." I asked why and he said "well I haven't had one in 7-8 years."

So I felt VERY hurt that he didn't tell me about the lump! He watched me give birth to his son! He was there for me when I had a laparoscopy to remove an ovarian dermoid cyst ! OW probably knows!

But I did an internet search and saw there were tons of different causes for a lump...only 1% being cancer. I guess if it isn't death related then he doesn't need to say anything.

And maybe he wants to rule out STD from the ho-bag!