Cutter, This is PROGRESS!!!! Everyday you work through things in an empowering way is progress. Just being able to label your emotions is a big deal. You are an amazing man!! I think the "guilt" speaks to your high moral standards. Its an attribute.
Just remember - 10 years of making sure you handled yourself with honor around other women is a long habit to break. Cut yourself some slack and don't feel bad about the "guilty" feelings.
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ME28,WAH30, M 5YRS, T 7YRS ,OW/ILYBNILY/SEP 9/09 Served with D papers 6/6/10 Current