yep, there it is. You are feeling the same as I do, and many of us on here. Augtan I am so sorry you are feeling what you are. I too should have been born in the 50's. There really is no answer here for any of us. We just continue on doing the best we can.
Everyday this hangs over my head and I know that will never go away. My parents divorced when I was 5, so I know what is ahead for my kids. My EW thinks everything is fine and she is always justifing our situation as just something different.
My EW is very attractive and from an affluent family. As she has said she does not need me for anything.
This past weekend was family day, which is a public holiday here in Ontario. EW took our 2 kids on a skiing trip to Alberta with her sister and their family. She did contact me a few times about how our kids were doing.
I am starting to build up some resentment. I am starting to get to the point to where if this is her decision then she can go and live it. She never once tried to work on anything with me. She just left one day. Sure I did things that were not ideal but not stuff to destroy a family over.
In some ways I wish I had the strength to just tell my EW to hit the road and have no contact with her. I try to distance myself but just keep getting sucked back in.
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09
