Well...anniversary(2/11/2010) came and went without so much as a mention that it existed. Didn't see or talk to W on that day. Made me very sad..but, I knew I had to do this. Wish I could know what she was thinking on that day....but then again, maybe not. This 180/Last Resort stuff is tuff..but I must hang in there. Just wanted to give an update. BTW, does this(180/Last Resort)get any easier the longer you do it?

Thanks for any input.