I've only got a second, but I had to comment. I'll be back when I can comment more.
Sorry about getting the D papers last night. Take care of yourself. Look, time is on your side. DON'T sign the papers or acknowledge service of them until you have your own lawyer. I imagine you will be worried that you getting a lawyer will drive her further away. This is your fear talking, don't let it talk to you. Take action for yourself, start gaining respect. Fight for your M.
Hopefully some veterans will show up soon to help with the OM issue.
Hang in there, and DON'T do anything with W until you get a clearer head, get some advice here. Time is on your side. I know you want to do something NOW. But trust me, you need to wait, work on getting clear headed.
Hang in there!
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