Can you afford a DB coach? I would suggest saving your money now for your place and then save up for a DB coach.
Since she's been gone, how have you gotten your mail? I'm pretty sure it's a Federal offense for her to be withholding it from you.
Get your rights squared away, and then move back in. She won't like it, but hey let's face it...she's not going to like anything YOU do right now anyway.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.