I am sorry you are feeling down twin dear. (((((hugs))))
I'd like to post something 'uplifting' but I have a fever and feel weak as a kitten. At this point the only lifting I can do is of Kleenex to my poor and red nose. I may even need a nose job after this is over: I just catched a glimpse of me in the mirror and gave myself a scare! I won't need a mask to go trick or treating, I suspect.
BTW, reactive depression or the 'cold blues' is a pretty common sequelae of viral infections. But I do agree Rui needs a wake up call.
I'll come back tomorrow. Promise not to sneeze on the monitor or keyboard.
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"