I still like to check in on others and want to try to figure out what went wrong so it does not go wrong if I have any more relationships in the future. And I am also trying to live peacefully with H until S graduates. Most days are good but some days I just want to smother him with the pillow. It is also inspirational to see others who have been in my place and have overcome the depression and came out better.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
