Again, BTDT. It is sad that this is how things are turning out, but if it's going to happen better that it happens on your terms. I do understand just wanting it all over with so you can move on to bigger and better things. Just keep the goal in mind and don't rush into anything.
Remember that the opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. If you're still having strong feelings for H then you're not completely done yet. I know you'll work through it.
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g
