I've hit a wall.. Now what?

[talia]

So spy's can be a good thing - when they work for you!!! Got the lowdown on my opponent... and where he thinks things should end up and how he thinks this is going to work. Now for counter measures. This will go the way I want it to (que eveil laugh)...

Its nice to have most of the control. I'm still really sad about the big picture stuff - the stuff that I really felt was important to me that is now dying in this process. I don't really miss H - I LOVE living alone - I'm getting my own new friends and new hobbies... The sadness comes with the total loss. These days I'm really starting to hate H - thats kinda weird. I really rally just want to be done with all of this a to move on with my life.

At least I know he understands that he's not going to get what he wants in the end.... but he still thinks I'm going to file for D! Idiot.


Goodnight everyone!!!

T