Have you considered that this might be one of the lessons waiting for you on your part of your W's journey?
yes... sometimes I wonder if its like some sort of golden key. Like if I put myself all in to just that... honestly... then she would see a side of me that she has not seen before and may feel something different about me. dunno.
for certain, I need to make them more of a priority. to anyone reading my posts I'm sure we all know that I have not changed much, that I am still self centered, still having a pity party for me and all that.
but I am desperately lonely. I live in a house by myself in a town with no friends.. hey maybe I need to join the VFW or somthing like that and just start hanging out with some of the old dudes in town.. din't think of that but that might be a good thing to do.
I do not think I have grown much yet... but I have had a lot on my plate... all at once... so it has been very very hard. the hardest thing by far I've ever had to go through.
should we all get a t-shirt made that says, "hey, at least I'm not in haiti!"
I was thinking that would sell well on this site...
