and Whack goes the 2x4 to the head.

nice one Fig!

very powerful post....

so what is the deal here? I am supposed to take advice from anonymous strangers who seem to know me better than my own family?

ok. and I say that seriously. Perhaps is it the objectivity of the forum that allows people to really speak the truth? Or that people here just know more about what we are really going through?

I guess I came here for a reason tonight... I feel like my spinning head is coming to a spinning stop...