The military thing is only sorta full time. I'm just in the national guard. So, I am working in the private sector, cuz I'm not JAG, I'm MI. But I'm a contractor through the national guard to do legal work. It's convoluted. But it's a full time job lol.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
My orders expire on June 30th. I can ask for another 6 month extension. Which I most likely will do - like the work okay, love the people I work with, love having a job lol.
Concert tonight - The Chieftains! So excited. Taking RB of course. Should be fun. We'll both be exhausted for work tomorrow lol.
Then work my retail job Friday. Drill this weekend. Back to this job Monday. *sigh* 11 days straight! I took next Friday off though, I'm gonna need it!
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Hmmm.... the Chieftans are going to be here next Wednesday. I've heard of them often, and I am sure I've heard them (especially when I was living in England), but I have never purposely heard them. Maybe I should look into it! It would be fun.... and maybe there would be some hot, single, Irish music fans there!
So the concert was awesome!!!!!!!!! Had a great time. Til we made it to the parking lot and saw XH and the SBW. Talk about a buzz kill. *sigh*
Spent a grumpy ride home trying not to think about it. Didn't work well. Thank goodness Jeff was awake so I could bug him LOL (you're the best Jeff!)
I'm exhausted today. Nap is on the agenda after work.
I'm feeling like I actually recovered my equilibrium pretty well. A couple years ago this would have sent me spiraling for a couple days. Maybe I'm just too tired to be upset today LOL.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
I like my NC though. It's so much easier than having to be face to face with him and his affair partner (although I'm sure both of them would be pissed if I said that or the words mistress/OW since it's not an A "anymore" LOL). It's just easier when it stays in the past. I have to deal with the fallout still (my walls, being more pessimistic / less trusting), I don't need to have to deal with them as well.
I didn't expect him to be out in Davis either since he lives in Sac. But I guess she's living out there again (I find it funny that after being together 2 1/2 yrs (actually probably only 2yrs total with all their breakups) he won't live with her).
I was actually more worried about running into him at the Danu concert in December than this one. There's one more in the Celtic series, hopefully they're not going. I'd be perfectly happy never seeing either one of them again!
So glad RB was there with me. And that he's so understanding. I think that also helps me bounce back faster.
AND I'M SO HAPPY I GET TO DO TAXES ALONE THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2