Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Okay I know now why he is so angry... it's all over having to give us temporary support. I should have known that... duh. I have a conference with my L tomorrow to discuss what he's offering me. I have to get the house listed for sale. I knew that, but hearing my L tell me that he's asking for it hurts a bit. He doesn't want to have to go to the hearing in 2 wks. He's trying to get the D moving along fast my L says.

Uh, this abandonment really hurts... he's on the fast track to get me so out of his life.

Think I should change my name to hour by hour or minute by minute.