Yes, I do not (yet!) love her. I care deeply for her, but that isn't the same. One poster suggested love is a choice...I'm trying to consider that. I've never had a time to refer back to, either, when I did.
If this makes sense, until my kids were old enough to show their love for me, I wasn't sure how good being loved AND LOVING someone felt.
What I'm hoping for is that if I improve myself, understand the R better, that I'll see something in her that our fighting has prevented.
