Originally Posted By: crushed_v95
but I am so exhausted now that I'm literally contemplating suicide


First & foremost find yourself some help to work through these thoughts.

There is much support here, but having support in real-life when you are having these level of thoughts of 'escaping' is crucial.

Please call your works Employee Assistance Program or your wifes and ask for an immediate appointment.

Please keep posting so we know things are progressing & can offer support & encouragment.

Things do get better..
Peace
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