how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

If you need things very fixed in your life with your R, you already know that isn't likely.

i'm probably a middle of the road kind of person. i do like routine and certainty, but if the boat gets rocked i'm not going to get too bent out of shape about it. he does tend to flip the script pretty regularly, but it's one of the things i like about him...he's never boring or predictable!

it is hard, though, in terms of liking things a certain way. but even in that sense, i've learned to be more flexible and not freak out when things aren't just the way i like them.