Cat - Trust me...I want to be the happy M man who stood above all of this. I know I will but I just can't see or better yet "feel" that just yet.

My spirtiual side tells me to walk in faith not by sight or by feelings. As you can imagine this is tough. But you've said best I need to focus on me and kids right now. Are you on the Alt?


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans