Yesterday we had some "have to" stuff to do and afterwards we went to lunch. We talked about my car and what the dealer just told us. Lunch was $65 and I was complaining about the bill and H said, "it's no big deal we are here to enjoy ourselves."
So...we were walking back to the car by this cool bar he says, "hey you wanna sit and have a beer?" I said ok. We were there for 4 hours! We talked about matter of fact stuff and as it got later talked a little bit about R. There wasn't a whole lot said but he told me he didn't feel love from me (he's told me that before) He also said, "do you know how it feels to be sleeping on the couch?" I said, "it's your choice to be there." He talked a little bit about the future (visiting my sister) and his job and stuff. I do not believe anything he says. His actions clearly speak he doesn't want our R to work.
Anyway....he started touching me and saying he's always been attracted to me blah blah We went home and he slept in my bed - literally. Well do not be waiting to give me my 2x4's cuz I already gave um to myself.
I am confused and don't know what to do. I will keep praying that God enlightens me because I really truly don't know anymore. I have been denying a major fact - my M is over and I have got to accept it!
Last edited by luvless; 02/16/1007:55 PM.
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
