Well yesterday I went to the mandatory parenting class for divorcing parents. Four hours long and I feel I could use much more. It was really helpful. Hearing the other parents discuss their sitchs and the info that was shared helped me focus more on the kids and gave me a look into the future. Very difficult. I plan on going to more of the parenting classes that they offer for the support and advice.
Thankfully, I'm doing much better. Leaning on my friends and lots of prayer. I'm focusing on my schoolwork and planning my future. I went to the open house of another school that offers the program I'm interested in. Costs much more, but I feel it's a better education and it is much more closer to home (or at least the area where I want to stay).
I've got to keep my focus now as I have several exams coming up and the temp support hearing in a couple weeks. Focus, focus... don't like that I'll have to see STBX and be cross examined by his L. That will be hard. I haven't seen STBX for several months. The kids keep telling me what an angry man he is and ready to start a fight with anyone. He's not at peace... well, it definitely shows in his emails to me. Guess that would have mattered to me before that it seems like his conscience is bothering him... don't matter now. He has to live with the damage he's caused. I'm not available to help him clean it up only to pickup up the slack where it pertains to the kids.
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
