My story, what to do next.

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Little setback yesterday. I went through a book and love notes that W and I had written to each other back in high school. The beginning of the book started out with her talking about our special connection, how I was an angel sent to her from heaven, and how she hopes that we never let anything get in the way of our love. She also writes about the day that I proposed and how it would never leave her hand. She also says how she hopes in the future if we ever have hard times she will be able to look back at the book and always remember how special our love really is.

Anyway, I lost it into page one. (I seem to be having a breakdown about once a week) which probably isn't too bad. I guess I just have to allow myself to feel it, then realize reality and get back on track.