Guys - I feel like crap today. W is out again and I suspect with OM. I know...I know I need to detach. But Christ this sucks! Just started the DR book and hope that this will provide me with some tools. I am soooo...close to confronting her...but I know I need to detach and Gal. God this sucks. I am in so much pain. When will the pain go away. How can I detach...how....how...

I know this is the standard MLC behavior or WAS but this sucks. Sorry guys I needed to vent. I just need to vent. I find myself asking the same questions...why...why....

I feel like rolling up in a ball and just crying but I know I need to be strong for my kids. I feel like contacting the lawyer and saying F it but I know that is not what I want. Damn I am pissed.

"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans