W has texted me three times this morning, which is like a flood compared to the past few weeks. Instead of her usual cold, blunt, and very brief style that I've grown so used to these past months, so is sending complete paragraphs, starting with "hi!" and including cheerful inquiries. The first text was asking about S13's plans for after school (she already knows them). She asked if I had a good trip back from new york. The last one was wishing me a good day.
And I'm very stupid: everytime the phone beeped, I found myself checking to see if it was from NY girl. Then inevitable frustration that it was from W. Cue the frying pan to the head.
This is NOT a good place to be. I have more important things to be worried about.
Again, what is going on with W? I need to respond to the texts, I don't really want to....which is very sad. When I respond, do I need to be cheerful or just stick to business? What is going on with me? Is this detachment? it kinda sucks. I need to figure out AGAIN where I am on everything.
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