Hey girls... Bobbi thanks I posted on your thread asking about Cabergoline, because I too have been prescribed that, but I've been too scared to take it! Silly, but the side effects look horrendous.

I wasnt expecting all of this and it feels a bit overwhelming, mainly because I feel like I dont really know whats going on with my body. I had 45 minutes with the consultant and asked him some specific questoins about TSH/prolactin/FSH, thyroid antibodies and numbers needed to get pregnant and apart from the raised Prolactin he pooh poohed everything I said..in a nice, super reassuring way..but its not him thats trying to get pregnant is it and frankly, I dont trust doctors. They missed my Dads heliobacteria for 6 years, misdiagnosed my Uncle's bowel cancer for 4 years until it was advanced (he has survived 7 years thankfully).

I am worried my TSH is elevated (but doc says its just outside of normal at 4.6).. ALL the ladies on these fertility forums say they didnt get pg till there levels were under 2. So presumably I need thyroid medicine too..BUT, I dont want to have to take Cabergoline and Thyroxine and whatever else.

I signed up for a yoga class.. I cant believe its not possible to heal yourself without the use of pharmaceuticals...

BF being his usual loving self, he said on the weekend, its like it all never happened really.. like just a bad dream. He didnt propose but he took me away for a romantic weekend, back to a little boutique hotel we went to years ago, when we decided to move down here.. before his Dad died and the depression and the bomb. So that was sweet. We even ended up in the same room!! I was so happy.